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John Welch
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The Wound

 

 

There is a sort of wound   imagine

is what’s not visible between us.

Empire was the wound

it was dealt from such a distance,

there is a threshold  

here in the city you touch and are touched by

to practise being grateful –

it crosses the border

between sense and estrangement.

We are often polite and are silent about it

but here in my small mind

it is, it weighs us down.

 

Tattered flight   light bone structure

number of wing-beats per second

and a distant explosion –

but looking all round it left

not one unwounded here.

 

In silence of the aftermath

what is there to be said

watching the trees put out leaves?

 

Acting out unacted desire

he comes up behind you

An offcut of that silence –

 

‘Empty out your pockets!’

   

 

Waking up, the dream –

it was like something dark in a puddle of light

 

how in the early light

all things seeming possible

taking possession of someone else’s silence.

 

Yes but everywhere you go

this city – it looks back at you

Through fractured lenses.

 

In the anxiety of afternoon

                                          taking it up again

to share my space

                                            a felt answer –

 

he returned, with a splash, this man with his salutation.

It’s a sort of greeting and an animal sound

this stateliness this violence.

 

Out of the sun towards me along the street

this shadow   something hooded

and all of its history, half-buried behind it.

 

And you who are always near me

making ‘door music’

   

or here it is stretched upwards 

at the edge of the photograph, where they sit

comfortable with their shadows.

 

Is it someone wearing a badge,

is sad behind a logo, a sort of failed dignity.

 It’s on his back  where he can’t reach to scratch.

A man who slows, where summer wastes

An enormous strength down here.

The building workers, ranged along a wall

are bodies   being as if

each sculpted out of idleness

and into a frieze of moments

tattooed, like something

that waits to be deciphered.

and a single ear ring’s cheeky gold.

The dust each man

is carrying in his skin

in every fold and crevice

will be washed off as if it were the money

that flows away from him.

But now for a moment something

archaic comes to mind

here in the noon silence,

its sense of a commanding presence.

 

 

Copyright © John Welch, 2008


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