half
partita for prepared piano
1
in the house they are considering leaving
it’s the snow you see
fake and
falling in its own mirror music
beating wings no two exactly
alike
we are painting a floral tribute
all it grazes perched to return to normal
shaking off cautious feathers
‘the
poultry bulbs make little noise’
2
far out on the harbour’s edge
the gardens are seen
for what they are
mawkish specifics levelled by mourning
‘white is the new black’
we tend the images
out of time among spite dusted roses
as it is spring-winter you remember the lilies
considered
and conspicuous in their gaudy scent
filled to bursting before oh god oh fuck
their treasures covered in sleep we
cannot seem them
turn again and snort one too many martinis
but of course at this
distance
just about the door opens
spirits of doves sordid in the heaving branches
I cannot part from you now
again we are close
other trend-setters smooth back their white hair
3-4
‘it’s
cold outside’ your record
is what we make of it
the blue
hair of night hanging down (reference)
‘a martyr
smoking another cigarette’
I am too tired to understand the letter
you cannot say
you hand it to me
from the pluralist stalk of your heart
‘an archaic scotch
for a widow?’
the TV is tuned to channels of imagined adverts
punctuated by white drizzle
flickering
‘the rest is only for the wicked’
I lick you and my tongue sticks frozen
as the candle burns down
(while to...)
endorses something
like the dark
(one or two phrases owed to John Ashbery)
do you realise
geography
becomes instant history
the TV screen presents the same image
central park in the dark
itself a simulacrum
‘a
cafe is empty while all
the others in the square are full’
this is the epic of the west
a big simulated folksiness
of popsicles
and ice-cream
Sundays caught on celluloid
a wall of mist is coming
towards you
making itself a backdrop
on your own sunny day we’ll head
for harbour if our submarine
but
where were we anyway sitting there all alone
citation embedded in the speech
of a particular self
I plumb forgot we were meant to be
on the
other side the transmission is shifting
like a similar word into another language
the principle
I said is leverage
and we can’t have this evening without you
are you
too busy to be thinking or is that
just the nature of art ‘you say such
things
as would empty buckets of snow in summer’
up in our balloon we see all this
like a lighting rig without a stage
continuing
sans subject the pig
on a stick its eye peering up
out of your manger
this is frightening
finding only odd socks in the sock drawer we’d burnt
the rest
our bridges for lightness
this is not dream reasoning I’d
insist you understand
but I hurt my hand on the bedstead
that evening when the rugby club attended your exhibition
in Wales
who’s referencing whom (total of the night drum
heard across the years
from the pits of Africa)
collapsing the sea’s big word into the sky’s bigger
‘I’m out to find
you’ trimmings served
on a freshly spilled rainbow
politics is always
faintly redolent of the political/ predictable
psalm chant logic forced through the harmony of a needle
they’re
clearing the tables now the light draws on
a feinting
did we make it I’ll let you know
being here to listen
and forget what it is to rhyme
regretted decisions
a cat takes to the nest
thanks we’re
very aren’t we back to normal
working softness
for a long time the rain
has not been heard
something about its voice led me to trust
local texture covert
aware of distance
the intimate curve of pearl bright moments
you ponder whether your
life may have been changed
the relationship between time and place in Cambridgeshire
mingled with snow in New Mexico
a growing
sky its delicate sense of exactness
the light wind falters
leaves
in the cottonwood it is barely
milk grey
a set for the evening
offered free of charge conveyed in juxtaposition
this dislocation
is you sitting singing in the branches
a real sense of interest in the land
below
Copyright © Nathan Thompson, 2009