Ten
Minute Atmosphere
A title fell off
the roof. I did not
approve of its
trajectory. Information
needs to be controlled,
guarded
against. For and
against, pieced
together again.
Foxes
ran off with several
pieces. Meet
here five years
from today. I’ll
discuss what changed,
ready
for each disaster
in turn. Where
will here be then?
I bet you
the shift humanity
made. Faith,
not betting. Environment
brings
what I need. Mobile,
I study
titles, leaking
roofs, a triumph
of evolution,
if fully present.
It felt
impratical the lack of geometry
all over
apparent, held in the light
by our ankles.
I said, shhhh. If the bears
can be silent
at this time of crisis so
can we,
unthreatened. But the bears
Boy crossed
out the equals sign in the exercise book
removed the
sentimentality about his future. Is that
wise? No.
I’m not saying it’s not good to be misguided
clear, brave,
ambitious in awe at every dusk. Other children
made dens
in the thick wood of words. He ate the den,
scorching
the tree-line with his inability to sit still. I wish
there was
time to follow his progress out of adulthood.
I envy his
sense life is not a rehearsal. He wants
more toes,
an eager concordance. Purge
and cleansing
seem to him appropriate words.
had a drab,
wonder-less existence. Only
in the long
sleep of hibernation did dreams
give some
sense of life, generosity.
One bear,
doing the rounds of caves,
lighting
fires and in the shadows
their fuller
selves gambolled a lightness
belied their
bulk. The stutterer
has no problem
singing, so has to
sing everything.
Fire, rugs, walls
rock-like.
Is this a cave am I a bear
where is
that fire lighting bear
during the
power cut. Shadows
at a certain
temperature I begin
to tell
stories. Speaking cools no
sorry,
I don’t know any stories.
I have not shone
the torch at the angle
that will illuminate
the paragraphs of my thought
that cover the
walls of the room
the walls of the
room the walls of a cave
I have no torch
I have no rock
and the wall is
plasterboard, painted white
and something
holds me here akin
to my slight knowledge,
one book, mainly looking
at the photographs
would a guided tour
offer any sense
of what I do, guests
claim to hear
birds, falling water, cries
of children, dripping
generalisations.
I scoff, fascinated
join the queue
for the next tour
on which all the
visitors are blind
ask how a room
if we want to believe
can come too late
to know what inspired
rock and darkness
to quit. I
have no idea so
get angry, hurl
books at them
the stalactite bookmarks
pierce pupils
returning sight
The motion of shopping
Fell beyond recognition
A sky climbed into itself
What purpose I will have
Copyright
@ David Berridge, 2006