Detail for a Lily Scheme
When a woman gets married it is because she is hungry,
thirsty or naked.
Take her straight from the fields and threshing floors.
Give her anything, so long as it’s gold,
and a little bunch of those white flowers they sell on
street corners.
Straight out of the fields and threshing floors,
she comes carrying the bloom of youth, and the threat,
and a little bunch of those white flowers they sell on
street corners.
Her silence means consent.
Carrying with her the bloom of youth, and the threat,
she simmers like a bone in soup,
so that all you can hold against her is her silence.
It’s autumn already. Can the forest burn?
She simmers like a bone in soup,
growing strong on the very pity she feels for herself.
It’s autumn already. Can the forest burn?
But not even that would soften her hatred.
She grows strong on the very pity she feels for herself.
Give her anything, so long as it’s gold,
though none of it will soften her hatred.
When a woman gets married it is because she is hungry,
thirsty or naked.
Trouble with Elation
Adultery rips a family apart as much as poverty
Saddest circus I ever saw
That’s a lot of hatred from a mother
Nothing I’d care to discuss right now
Late teens, indicating a propensity
Started hanging round morgues so I could be near the stillness of death
It was like an acid eating into me
The sun, the silence, the nothingness
Immersed myself in the Bible when I was alone, too
In front of the love seat, electrified
No sexual act ever commenced, instead I trashed the room
I know that nobody ever changed history, but I had to try
There’s a lot of mystery in the world
Stuff I never read in languages I don’t speak
It takes so long to get from nowhere to nowhere
You’re beautiful. What’s the emergency?
I just want to handcuff somebody
Just want to see if property feels pain
It’s going to end in eternity, and if there is no eternity
Maybe someday, but not today
Fragile Pranks
I left anyway, in spirit
I dreamed I was living my own life
my mind was on exits, I tried to buy the truth
some nights until I ran out of dark
I dreamed I was living my own life
started strange, went familiar
some nights until I ran out of dark
falling into the depths of whatever
started strange, went familiar
getting paid for my insane translations
falling into the depths of whatever
any state of rapture available
getting paid for my insane translations
dissolving myself in the arms of third parties
any state of rapture
available
I woke up in the camp of the assassins
dissolving myself in the arms of third parties
riddled with every kind of abandonment
I woke up in the camp of the assassins
for no reason, just a tragic error
riddled with every kind of abandonment
that was when I felt closest to god
for no reason, just a tragic error
the deal fell through but the point was made
that was when I felt closest to god
my mind was on exits, I tried to buy the truth
the deal fell through but the point was made
I left anyway, in spirit
Crow College
Drive one nail out with another,
that’s our only hope.
We can’t live anymore like birds on a branch,
because the murderous past never stops,
not even at night.
Every day we expect to be accused of unspeakable things and turned adrift.
Do you remember
when Ernesto disappeared
in a puff of smoke
as he was bringing the cows in from the meadows?
And when the girl Esmarelda
fell in love with the son of a man
and they faced certain death
because they were incapable of creating anything,
so they withdrew again into images more beautiful than anything?
All of us, at one time or another,
have travelled in the company of smugglers,
or pilfered whole sacks of grain.
Likewise, the lady who had to grit her teeth
and shake the columns of the white hall.
She could smell the fresh lumber
but the path led nowhere.
Can you imagine her singing a love song?
But it’s true! it’s true!
Copyright @ Emma Lew, 2006