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Zoë Skoulding
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The War Office

 

sandbagged the reach of vision

linear struts talons over space

each head unravelling a map

from the viewpoint of an

astronaut the top of a spire

that no-one without a god

would ever consider building

a calculation of accidents

in the dark places of their

hearts and minds picked out

like gizzards the difficulty of

saying who ‘they’ are and who

‘we’ are in camera obscura

lit by the pinhole window

unfolding on the screen

they speak for us they speak

for us they swoop down

on the pathways and none of us

is innocent they fall up into air

and it swims around them

enemies gone underground

caught in the city’s mesh

in the confusion between attack

and accident the room swims

in broken marble wretched  ash

 

 

Tower

 

   the wind

   tower

       could be

 a pack

       of lies

   on stilts

       or else

a call to

   prayer

       language

   disembodied

   via

       radiator

   pipes

       between

         storeys

  as voices

       tangle

   in the

   breeze

       directives

   are

disobeyed

   but

   something

       holds it up

still it

   leans

       between us

 on ladders

       where we

   built it in

   the silt

       of the

buried river

   flooding

   the foundations

   again

       and

   again songs

ooze underground

 

 

 

Airport

 

when the flight is called

   follow heels clicking

       in the flughafen at dusk

 

rows of chairs face each other

   rows of averted faces

       pass through control

 

   and money dissolves

           in the exchange

               I fly out of

 

       light contamination

   disappearing down a

white throat the perfumed surface

 

       every angle planes pass through

   clouds under glass

as bottled spirits

 

 

 

In the forest where they fell

 

Everything’s here at once, the green relieved

by streaks and veins of lighter tints and black. Purplish

glaucous berries. Time spirals out of seed

 

pushed inside its grave: keep one eye on the past

and you’re blind in one eye, don’t look back at all

and you’re blind. So you knuckle under

 

or down. In clay the bones plough waves, the soil

a skin pulled taut in drying wind. Clusters

from the leaf-axils: fine-grained, very hard,

 

white, but inclining to yellow, frittered in the

branching of the species. Shot as arrows

from the toxic yew stretched against a spine.

 

The enemy says who I am, up to my neck in mud.

Inscribed on tablets of beech, toothed edges

netted with veins, waved margins. Muscle cells

 

as delicate Ariels surrender to capillary attraction,

wind-fertilized, the greenish blooms. Specific histories

don’t fade but circle in a constant outward movement.

 

 

 

alveoli

 

They call the surface of the landscape a skin (the hugeness of that organ). But it is a lung. 25 times the surface of the skin, 500 million passageways into the blood.  Erin Mouré

 

take a walk down

a deep breath where

 

fractal branches crumple air

ways divide and multiply

 

in street plan sections

deep in the creases

 

of lungs an interior

surface like raised hands

 

with eyes looks back

at wet air exhaled

 

in clouds as gas

exchange latticed under fog

 

or honeycombed in lights

in steps of respiration

 

I follow my nose

down pharynx larynx windpipe

 

bronchi bronchioles and into

the tips of terminal

 

branches further in and

farther out it’s winter

 

and it should be

snowing but it’s too

 

warm for a coat

a line I dreamed

 

escapes me slides between

inverse passages that suck

 

in cash expel it

through glittering halls or

 

was that malls or

maws the underground unfolds

 

at each step in

blood transport as doors

 

open to respiratory trees

starred with blue lights

 

through darkness a face

travels as time grows

 

out of itself and

antique domes jut against

 

sheer glass or brick

scuffed where painted ads

 

peel off and underfoot

the sandy mud exposes

 

pipes and drains with

planks laid over while

 

mist presses down on

arched ribs of trees

 

and oxygen crosses alveoli

 

 

 

The Air House

 

wind snags on the gap

between timbers a tongue

against my teeth

 

disturbs breath

drawn across languages

as air in a room

 

settles and circulates

around a body full of oxygen

open to a clear morning

 

the sound of breath

complicates the room

I brush my lips against

 

your ear to make

a small patch of

air I can live in

 

 

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